Life after marriage

I wonder a lot many times about how different is my life after marriage and a baby ... Dont feel like i am the same person anymore , i dont feel the same way..i was so cool and bindas ..now to even utter a word i have to think ..kahin kisi ko (plz read as hubby and in laws) ko bura na lag jaye ... everythign about me is changed..from what i loved to eat to what i am allowed to eat .. what i used to wear to what i am allowed to wear ... what i used to do vs what i am allowed to do ... well is this real me or was that real me .. i have no regrets about choices i made earlier ..till the time i decided to get married ... YAP.. sometimes i thank god that they gave me such a nice life with parents , siblings and friends so that i can enjoy life before i get married....only if the wheel of time can rotate inother direction and i can be a free ..free to do whatever i want ... free to eat/drink/wear ...free to live ...